we talked on the phone the other night. i asked him why he keeps treating me like i’m the enemy.… Read more (if only.)
what am i doing and how is it going?
it’s what my therapist told me to ask myself throughout the day. what am i doing and how is it… Read more what am i doing and how is it going?
journal
so it turns out…when you tell your therapist you want to die… he gives you homework. he wants me to… Read more journal
i don’t believe you
my mail woman delivered a package to my house yesterday. i thanked her and she asked if i had a… Read more i don’t believe you
choice
what a week. i got to the lowest low. it was a deep, dark, hallow drop. a free fall with… Read more choice
at least i changed my clothes
i changed my clothes today. my oldest pointed out over breakfast that i’ve been wearing the same shirt since sunday.… Read more at least i changed my clothes
too big
i made a therapy appointment today. i’m pretty sure when you start wishing you were dead it’s time to make… Read more too big
not okay
i am not okay. just not okay at all. i’ve been in a hole. a deep, deep, dark one. i… Read more not okay
blame me
that last post was stupid long. i know. it wasn’t really for anyone to read. it was just for me… Read more blame me
our story (according to me)
they say there’s three sides to every story. his, hers, and the truth. all i know is this is mine.… Read more our story (according to me)
