that last post was stupid long. i know. it wasn’t really for anyone to read. it was just for me to untangle the mess in my head. i keep hearing him blame me and my mind has been in a furious loop searching for the truth. am i to blame?
there are a few things that i’m to blame. here…i’ll make a list.
- i tried so hard to be who he wanted that i let go of who i was.
- i gave him all the power.
- i stayed way way too long.
- i should have loved myself more.
- i should have never married him.
