blame me

that last post was stupid long. i know. it wasn’t really for anyone to read. it was just for me to untangle the mess in my head. i keep hearing him blame me and my mind has been in a furious loop searching for the truth. am i to blame?

there are a few things that i’m to blame. here…i’ll make a list.

  1. i tried so hard to be who he wanted that i let go of who i was.
  2. i gave him all the power.
  3. i stayed way way too long.
  4. i should have loved myself more.
  5. i should have never married him.

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