we talked on the phone the other night. i asked him why he keeps treating me like i’m the enemy.… Read more (if only.)
Tag: separation
journal
so it turns out…when you tell your therapist you want to die… he gives you homework. he wants me to… Read more journal
choice
what a week. i got to the lowest low. it was a deep, dark, hallow drop. a free fall with… Read more choice
at least i changed my clothes
i changed my clothes today. my oldest pointed out over breakfast that i’ve been wearing the same shirt since sunday.… Read more at least i changed my clothes
not okay
i am not okay. just not okay at all. i’ve been in a hole. a deep, deep, dark one. i… Read more not okay
blame me
that last post was stupid long. i know. it wasn’t really for anyone to read. it was just for me… Read more blame me
my number
this week has been all about the money. he wants my “number.” what’s it gonna take, rachel? how much do… Read more my number
milestones and wishing him dead
divorce is not for the weak. we’ve been at this breakup for 2 months now. 2 months. it feels like… Read more milestones and wishing him dead
life rafts
this week, y’all. this week. never before have i dealt with such gross, disgusting, skanky drama. i was unprepared for… Read more life rafts
my husband’s girlfriend’s husband
i could spend an afternoon recalling the phone call with my husband’s girlfriend’s husband. (a sentence i never in a… Read more my husband’s girlfriend’s husband